Certified

Last friday, the girls came to the office to have their exit interview. I was actually happy to them. There's a certain glow in their faces...like.."free at last"...and they dont belong there anymore :) . Anyway, they told me that they all passed the D.I.E.T. certification and it was really awesome!!!..I am so glad! There wasnt any doubt that they will get through that 1st hurdle. Anyhow, HR emailed me and said that i can still join the October batch. Do they really want me that bad? hehehe! I have not been so confident with my English Skills lately. My tongue seems to twist on its own, surprisingly, it came out very funny to all, whew!

Well, i'm really thinking about the "offer" very hard...

My friends are leaving

tomorrow, the 27th of august, should have been a wonderful and a new day for me and my friends...but sadly for me..ill be left in the rot i'm in right now. it may sound so much like i'm a drama queen but i do feel sad.

i was looking forward to this day but i will never come for me, well at least not for now...but eventually i'll have it. in due time.

we were all suppose to go on training...the first day of training for a new company. i was so sure at first, but doubt got the best of me...and adding to my sensitive health, i changed my mind, just like that.

on the contrary, i am more than happy that my friends are moving on to a better place, that im sure. they will have all the opportunities that were shunned from them from their previous company, my present company.

well, my friends, on your journey to the next level, i wish you all the best and may you all succeed in this new endeavor!

Welcome to the Year of the Fire Pig

a big WOW and Whew!

never thought that ill be able to retrieve this blogger! OMG, i actually miss this site. The first one and the only thing that is ME!

A lot of things had happened since my last blog here...huwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaattttt??? 2005 man! WOW!

A lot of things were not posted...too bad. I sort of tried new things but it didnt have the same effect on me like my long lost blogger...sort of tounge tied on the other one...

Anyways...first and foremost, id really like to say that am glad that i got this back! teehheeee! Am feelign revved up just writing this!

Secondly, a lot of meaningful things and not so fortunate things had happened over 2006, it has been alogn year for me, and most of them are better forgotten... but for the purpose of writing, ill try to make a recollection of things that in some way or another, had made an impact.Ü

back to reality

hey...

how are you?

man ...its been a logn time since my last post..
damn IT !

anyway...im here...so ...

i kind of feel like writing but dont know where to start.
a lot of thoughts that has been forgotten.

i'm sort of half listening to evanescence right now..
don;t know the song but it kind of put the right mood and mode together...for me to write.

oh, i just got back from davao.
i'ts been over a year since i've been there and am soooo glad that once more,
i was able to go back.
still overwhelmed with size of it...always will be.
though i was not able to go to pearl farm (sob!),
i still enjoyed my stay there...so much that it hurts to leave.
man oh man!

back to reality again!

whew1

emo

been running all this time...
not facing what's the reality.

i wished i never asked...
i wished i didnt go home that day.
it could have been different...
we could have been happier.

can't you see in my eyes?
can't you feel my pain?
do you feel me?

back in action

am i?

am i really back for more action?
or am i merely wasting my time here?

am i still waiting?
or simply waiting for the time...


is there still time?
time for what?

to make up?
no...
but there's time to move on

the sunny state of relief

i never wanted to be here.
but i am forced to do so..
it's not about choice...when you don't have any.

i'll let this come to pass,
as i did before.

i miss the sunny state of relief.
one day i'll be there...soon