Sunday, August 21, 2005

space

sometimes i cant understand it when people start talkign about space.
is it not wanting to be with the other? is it being alone for a while?
i think it is.

most of the time, i dont really need it.
i got the habit of thinking a lot of things however busy i am.
i also found out that those people who are outgoing or lets say extroverted, needs a lot of space...to rediscover themselves? i wouldnt know.
most people on the other side, on the contrary, doesnt need space most of the time.
i for one, get a lot of space by not being surrounded by a lot of people most of the time.
call it havin no life...call it whatever you want...but its quite alright.

i dont need space...and i still live everyday.

leech and such

mnay tales has been said and wriiten about friendship.
diverse topic...but what took my attention was this type of friend...the LEECHY type.
if i know a person like that, i wouldnt even call them "friend".
that would be too kind for them.
acquaintance maybe...but not friend.
and there would be no hiding my feeling towards them.
ill just shut my mouth so as not to add to my already full glass of "sins".

last year, i moved out from my couins house because theres a leech, so to speak, who lives with us.
i thought the leech will get the same idea and move on.
Wrong!
the leech went on with her merry ways.

my cousin moved out and transferred to another place...guess what...
the leech moved out too and transferred to the new house! the nerve.
anyway...they had a row later on...
and much later on...was back!

how amusing.

just saw the leech and i feel so icky!
cant wait to get out from there.

whew! what a leech!

Saturday, August 20, 2005

space

sometimes i cant understand it when people start talkign about space.
is it not wanting to be with the other? is it being alone for a while?
i think it is.

most of the time, i dont really need it.
i got the habit of thinking a lot of things however busy i am.
i also found out that those people who are outgoing or lets say extroverted, needs a lot of space...to rediscover themselves? i wouldnt know.
most people on the other side, on the contrary, doesnt need space most of the time.
i for one, get a lot of space by not being surrounded by a lot of people most of the time.
call it havin no life...call it whatever you want...but its quite alright.

i dont need space...and i still live everyday.

Friday, August 19, 2005

huh



I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THAT!!!

independence

this is my bad side.
everytime am in a relationship...i lose my independence.
is somebody readin my blog?make a comment.

is it really a pattern? that you lose your independence when u get so close with somebody?

how to get it back...am findin ways.
got to build that wall again.
got to get it back.
my independence.

two

its the 2nd week of my hopeless case..

maybe i just dont trust anybody these days...not even my closest friend...ME

i feel like i could crush somebody with my own two teeny weeny hands when i feel so emotional...then after a while...
its either it leaves me completely empty,
or i feel rejuvenated.
as if i didnt feel so hateful before that.

Friday, August 12, 2005

book...worm?

i just realized..
that i haven't been reading good books lately.
not that i have been reading bad ones..
i cant remember the last time i really took the time to read.
its like a thirst for a very cold drink..
thirst for words...connected with eac otehr to make at least a sane line.

hmmm...
been readin like three books right now...
depending on my mood.

happy potter book 6..jk rowling
the 21 indispensable qualities of a leader..john c maxwell
the last time i saw mother..arlene chai.

the first one, as we all know, is very famous amongst all age groups.
the second one.. keeps me grounded and most importantly makes me more objective when am doin my job.
the third one,a contemporary reading.ist a good book actually but by golly, i hate stories about the war...the atrocities done by these slit-eyed so caleld human beings. the war has ended but its very sad to think how we have come so far and yet still slaves in one way or another by these people.

God bless the writers...however bad their stories are!